Monday, May 16, 2005
Disoriented and Dizzy
Today has been weird. I feel distracted and disoriented. Like I'm floating above my body and watching from the outside in. I felt like that yesterday too. My mind is racing. I keep making lists and I'm getting a lot done but I feel like my wheels are spinning. I guess it's a little of free floating anxiety. I hope I can feel like I'm getting into some sort of a routine. We're close to signing a lease on an apartment in San Diego. I took pics for the realtor. I'm also going to make a decision on my post doc in the next few days (I've already made it, I think, but it's not official yet). All these big-life decisions are making me dizzy.